so what's next?

So i was thing this morning. Haha to what ever you are thinking!
So anyways why do I let things overwhelm me so much? I'm not talking about having 3 kids with one of them wanting to eat every 2 1/2 hours or still having to clean, cook and provide for my kids needs even though i am sleep deprived. I am talking about the things in life that is out of my control. Things like: future, health, money etc etc... I am thinking about ungrounding (I think i just made up that word) myself so I can soar above issues that I can't control or predict. HA! We'll see how that works.
Seriously I know that God is in control of all of these things but most of the time I just want to be there whispering in His ear with my suggestions and yes of course my demands.... did i say that? I would say Hey God what are we doing tomorrow or in one year? or Hey God will my kids love you all their lives? or Hey God when will the next time be that i can eat at Las Margaritas (my fav restaurant)? I have lots of questions without answers but for today that is okay. being grounded in my own ways is probably not a good thing. I need to be uprooted so I can get a different view. A view hand in hand with our heavenly Father. To see what He has planned not what I have planned. If I can believe that He has my future, health and money etc etc taken care of why do i worry and wonder so much. I guess it is normal but it doesn't have to be a way of life. Just maybe a thought passing through my mind instead of a lifestyle of wondering. Maybe I will get a little less gray hair if I can just let go. Ahhh probably not.... thanks to genetics : )

So today i will try not to be consumed with the what ifs... I will just go and find that clothing sale and not worry about it! lol just kidding, well not really. okay really just kidding.
today i will let God be in control of my future! ..... after i tell him what I want. okay just kidding again.

God is good and I trust Him today and tomorrow and the next day and the next...

I love all yall and remember... you only live once (unless you believe in reincarnation, then we need to talk) so go get that fun hair dye and cool boots.

April