standing on the promises of God

Okay so i have 2 thoughts this morning. Not sure how much they will mean to you or if they make sence so here we go.

1 - being delivered - as i sit here starting to work some, i am worshiping through music. right now i am listening to the new album that Selah has put out. I stumbled across it the other day on itunes and downloaded it really fast. they are my favorite group.
so anyways being delivered. As i listen to a particular song on the album all i can think about is a friend of my Jennifer who is going through a surgery today to remove her cancer. I am also thinking about a little girl Kate that is 5 and is suffering from a brain tumer. I am thinking about a father of 3 and Nazarene pastor who is going through cancer treatments in Nashville. I wonder what it feels like to not be able to go on. Trying to feel some sort of feeling that I need to be delivered. why is it people suffer so much in this life? why are some people delivered and some not. is it a matter of faith? surely not especially for a 5 year old girl. as i sit here and have tears streaming down my face i pray for deliverance. pray for healing and comfort for these 3. i also pray that their lives be touched with a since of delivery from sadness and pain. O Lord deliver them today! Help us stand firm on your promises. even if the promises are for this complete delivery when we meet with you in heaven.
For me i ask for delivery of worry and stress! i ask God to choose me to be lifted up his arms and carried through whatever comes my way today.

2. - famous - okay so spencer has always laughed at me when i told him years back that I really felt like the Lord was gonna do something with me. okay so he didn't laugh because of the thought of being used just the part of when i said i was gonna be famous. HA so yesterday i felt like God was really trying to speak to me again. WHAT IS IT? where and how am i gonna be famous or i guess i should say used by God in a way that everyone see it. sees Him working through me.
maybe just maybe i am just seeing Gods face clearer and i am suppose to share that he is famous! HA or maybe i will be on TV heehee

okay love all yall and remember when making hashbrowns it is easier and faster just to grate the potatoes not cut them into little bity pieces.
april